How can I want you now? Will I fail?

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How can I want you now? Will I fail?

How can I be a better man, if I´m just a little boy?

How can I possibly love you, without loving myself first?

How can I not love you, if you´re the only not treating me as a toy?

How can I ignore you, if you leave me love´s thirst?

I want to touch you when before I only wanted to get touched

I want to hold you, as in the past I just needed to be held

I want to love you, even if before I just wanted to be loved

I want to feel you, like if in the past I was never felt

You came with your nightmares, I confronted you with mine´s

You showed me your wounds as I presented myself wounded

You brought me Joy and care, as I was joyless and careless

You made me chase you, when moments only were to be chased

Now I care about you, when I didn´t want any care

Now I see you all the time, when I didn´t want to see at all

Now I only breathe you, when I only breathe to survive with scare

Now I want you, when I just wanted to climb or cross the wall

Will not promise you, what I was mistakenly promised

Will not hurt you, the way I´ve been hurt before

Will not Respect you, the same way I was disrespected

Will not ignore you, the way I was left alone to sore

Fail, was always present, I will not allow repeating the same story

Fail you, will not happen, as I don’t take you for granted

Fail; although always present it’s a word thorn off on my dictionary

Fail is condemned to disappear, as I begin to feel to be loved!

Kisses and hug's,

Sharky

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