Today my silence speaks louder

Today my silence speaks louder
Today I´ve cried, my heart is broken and sour.
I beg you to disregard the bad things I say,
And forget all the bad things I will say.

Today I´m a mess and I bread my own mixed feelings.
Today I´ve wanted let you know of all my meanings.
My words are silent and my feelings went sorrow.
I´m getting soulless, and options begins to narrow

Today, I don’t know what’s coming tomorrow,
Today I´m afraid of what the future will borrow
I´ve made my mind; I took the hardest decision in life,
I hope this decision will not haunt me, throughout my life.

Today, I hope that you came right tomorrow
Today, I expect you for a new tomorrow.
I will stop rocking my head against the walls,
I will easily put an end to this and stop all this fall.

Today I´m broke up in pieces, and I have a wrecked soul
Today I hope, that, the tomorrow, I´ll get me out of the cold
I wish that all that I want came’s right,
I do want you to put all your thoughts right.

Today it´s today! Because tomorrow I will be a new person,
Today I grieve, but tomorrow I will have a new reason.
Tomorrow, whatever the outcome, it will be a new day,
Tomorrow will be a new way that in the life, I stay.

Today I beg you to give it a thought
Today I want you to think over it, a lot
I do really hope this comes the right way,
Or, tomorrow, I will not care whatever you´ll say.

Today I´ve told you really bad things,
But today the inner message was the real thing.
I regret putting you in this position,
But please understand this is the final transition.

Today it´s the last chance for forgiveness
Today we have to stop all this madness
Tomorrow I will face life over again
In the future I´ll never go through this again

Today my silence speaks louder
Today I wish, that tomorrow your actions speak taller
I don’t want to think that all this time was a waste
I don’t want to bury all this under this Earth’s face.

Shark